On being the servant-leader in my
relationship
The unexpected benefits of surrendering
control
Alpha males and the women who love
them
Not all men will get it unless you
explain
Patience, integrity...and being a
little sweet always helps
Girl alpha seeks all man alpha
Too feminine?
Stereotypes
My life, my choice
Is she afraid of losing control?
"Whatever.” Then, she looks at Dr. Know It All and asks him, "Is he really moving back to [my hometown]?”
Dr. Know It All confirms it.
Cowgirl looks back at me, "Well, it was nice knowing you.”
"Nice knowing you too. Come down to [my hometown] and visit me sometime.”
I call her Cowgirl because she's from the suburbs, some little rinky-dink outskirts town.
She responds, "I don't know about that. Why should I drive all the way to [my hometown] to visit you? Are you going to come up to [rinky-dink town] to visit me.”
"Yeah, right now.”
Her eyes get big, "Really?”
"Yeah, I'll head that way in like 30 minutes. Text me your address.”
"Okay, I'll text you my address. When are you coming?”
"Right after I drop them off.” I motion to Dr. Know It All and Shuttlesworth.
"Okay. I'm going to Waffle House first to get my bacon, but I'll just pick it up and then head home. I'll text you my address.”
Her friend butts in, "hold on, what is your name? I'm bout to Google you, I need to know what my friend is getting herself into before you can come over.” (They're roomates).
Cowgirl says something like, "There she goes again. She's always trying to Google something, I joke around and call her the CEO of Google.”
Her friend, "That's right, I'm the CEO of Google.”
Me: ”Really? So you must be worth like $17 billion or something. Shit, let me hold a few dollars.”
We laugh, joke around some more. Then, I say to the friend, "Just leave her with me, we'll be up to [rinky-dink town] in a few minutes.”
Friend looks at Cowgirl, "You just want to ride with him, girl?”
Cowgirl looks at me, "I still need my bacon, you going to stop at Waffle House.”
"Yeah, I'll stop at fucking Waffle House.”
It's a done deal. We get in the car, Me, Shuttlesworth, Dr. Know It All and Cowgirl. I drop my boys off and then head to Waffle House.
While we're waiting on her food, she starts to ask questions about me. ”So, do you have a girlfriend?”
I just laugh and look at her, "Why?”
"I mean, I don't care. You're cheating on her, it's not like you're cheating on me.”
"Naw, I don't have a girlfriend.”
"Whatever. You're lying.”
Then, the questions really come out. ”What do you do?” ”Are you really moving to [hometown]?” ”What brought you down here anyway?”
"I went to school here.”
"Which school?”
"[School name.]"
"Oh, so you're smart?”
"I thought you knew.”
"Naw, I just know you're a smart ASS.”
She gets her food, we get back in the car and head out to her apartment. More conversation, more of me being "a smart ass”. At some point while we're driving, some dude calls her. She lies about who she's with and what she's doing. I pretend not to notice.
We get back to her apartment and go straight to her roomate's room. She's lying in bed on the phone and we both just sit down on her bed and talk to her while Cowgirl eats her food. It's like 5am now. This shit is so random. After Cowgirl finishes her food, she goes back to her room. I go to take a piss, then I go to her room, she's already down to just a top and some panties. Wow, this shit is too easy.
We start kissing. She grabs my shirt, "take your shirt off!” She fiddles with the buttons, I make fun of her, "you don't know how to un-do buttons?”
"Haha, yeah, I might rip it! You should probably take it off, yourself.”
I get up, take my shirt of. Y'all know the rest. At 5am, I'm tired as shit and I'm not even that horny. There's no teasing, no resistance, no LMR, nothing, the pussy is mine. For some reason, that turns me off a little bit - this shit is too easy. I don't think I ever even reach full erection. I fuck her for awhile on top, but I'm just not into this. I let her get on top - and she's trash. Horrible at riding dick. ”I don't usually get on top,” she says and smiles. I wanted to say, yeah, I can tell, what the fuck are you doing? I mean, she was riding the head, like she wasn't getting half of the dick in, much less the whole thing. Who the fuck rides just the head? What is this bitch doing? I try to save it, by grabbing her waist and going at it, but it's not salvageable, I'm limp.
Technically, my first same night lay ever and I can't even stay up. I've only had this problem a couple of other times in my life... once when I thought my girlfriend at the time had cheated on me and the one time I tried to pay for pussy in Amsterdam. Those are the only two times I've ever not been able to keep it up. Here's number 3.
I push her off of me and try to go to sleep. I don't even take the condom off. Hoping for at least some kind of miracle, like maybe I'll wake up in the morning with a stiffy and we can try this again. Worst lay I've had in years is all I can think about.... maybe ever.
I complain about it being hot and tell her to go turn the A/C down and get me a bottle of water.
I can't sleep. A couple hours past and I don't fall asleep. Can't sleep. Not even tired anymore. Just there. She's asleep though. I have two dates tomorrow, I start to think about that. First, I have a lunch date with Freshman Orientation, and then Army Brat is coming over to watch Entourage and True Blood with me. I start to think about Army Brat and how I wasn't aggressive enough and there wasn't enough build-up to Cowgirl for me to really be turned on. I start to think about how I'm going to fuck Army Brat tomorrow and how it's going to be different. It's going to be so much better, I can already tell. Wait, what's this? An erection? Thiking about fucking Army Brat got me hard. Finally, a full-on erection.
I look over at Cowgirl, she's asleep. Fuck it, I'm going in. I need some redemption. I start to finger her in her sleep, she starts moaning. I move the panties out of the way and slide in and beat it up.
Redemption!